today had crt
on the way to lrt with kaiyee and rebecca
was looking around.. then saw samuel, glenn, lloyd they all at basketball court
it was then suddenly glenn just banged himself on the cushion or whatever below the hoop
and he went against it a few times and i was like :O WTF?
okay..
then we went to compass point's KFC for breakfast
rebecca and kaiyee ate the porridge while i ate twister meal
and feeling so full because there's a lot of egg inside(and i ate mashed egg even before that. tyvm.)
talked, then went to mac with rebecca to buy drink for reta
after we went back to kfc, they came in a while
reta came, then denise and jessie and theresa and yang jia came
but only denise sit with us
lol then she said she wanted to go to the library, but in the end came to my house to study :)

at my house, it wasn't really studying(can't focus much)
at first only a little, and i keep staring at denise and ky
then later denise told us her "HISTORY"
it started with very cheem things
like the 2012 phenomenon(i'll explain further later on)
and i got so scared :<
later it's about her life, all these.. lol
then later all of them left la of cos

ok saying about the 2012 phenomenon
it is not as easy as you think
after denise explaining the brief logic behind it, i went up to check..
oh god then i'm like so engrossed in it..
it is actually the Mayan's predictions from their calender.
their calender is super accurate, even compared to our time(months, days, hours.)
they have successfully predicted major events that happened before..
but it was till then December 12, 2012, the calender stopped or something.

the planet/galaxy i don't know was supposedly to have a cycle of galamatic(or some weird term) day.
the cycle is about 25,000+ years.
but it is divided into 5 parts, which is 5,000+ years.
there is the morning galamatic, noon, evening, night and midnight(OR SOMETHING LIKE THIS)
and the year we are living in now, is the near end of the cycle.
where we are at 25,000+ years already(it's like 3 years from now where the cycle is COMPLETED)
supposedly, and i don't know where the hell it popped up a Planet X.
i think it should be a planet, RUSHING TO US AT 25KILOMETRES PER SECOND.
which is like damn fucking fast.
It is actually far far far far far far away from us, but at the speed of it, sooner or later it will reach us. I think latest by 2011 as of the website

So ya, my summary's till here.
Scary? I am deeply traumatized by this.
It is up to you to believe, because Mayans tried to warn us about this major change.
It is that humans are so powerful that we are of beyond control.
The human brain is tiny yet capable of coming up with logical theories.

http://www.2012warning.com/mayan-prophecy-2012.htm
this is the website.
don't read if you are afraid of these kind of things..
i believe in it, but still afraid somehow.

This message is very true:

Do not wait until God's warning strikes the souls of every person in this world, for it will be very difficult to respond and change. Please respond now to God's call. There will not be much time after God's warning for the fire of purification to befall you. Some events are inevitable. Pray with all your hearts that you will be able to persevere in your faith and not turn from God. Receive the sacraments while there is still time.

Our Lady of Emmitsburg,
May 9, 1996

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If the world continues to ignore the importance of prayer and moral ethics and does not restore them to their rightful place, the world will suffer a tragedy of a world war as never witnessed before in history.

Our Lady of Emmitsburg
Feb. 17, 2000

If people continue
to walk the path
against the truth of God, the hand of God’s justice will pour forth on this world as never before...

Our Lady of Emmitsburg

I think material wants are seriously corrupting our minds a lot.
Oh and I wonder if horoscopes are derived from the Mayan Calender.
Because the iloveindia.com 's horoscopes said that this period for me is stressful and i will be engaged in religious activities or something.
which i think is now exploring the 2012 phenomenon

pray for forgiveness
oh i seriously think i am not a buddhist/taoist(whatever i am) anymore
or at least not as devoted as those old people
i'm more to those kind of weird stuffs ya.
what rebecca said is correct somehow. maybe i'll be attracted to someone weird.

ok, end of me and my weird stuffs, it is up to you to believe it, but please strongly pray for forgiveness from god and your misbehavings, as you won't know 3 years from now what would the earth's situation be. as i see it would be real bad.
shortage of food. fuels. water.

oh another extra information
it seems that some people(gov..?) are collecting food resources/fuels etc.
and from the web it says it should be to save those elites when the world is ending
and normal people would just be left to die.
sad way to die right.
gah. true or not, it's not within my predictions.
i'm not as smart as the mayans, but i'd love to be.

good bye.