i really don't know what to do lol
okay la as some of you know i have dolls right?
last time i was still quite interested.. keep buying..(god damn it)
ok, now i hve 3, all sleeping..
the first one, gah. no feelings at all already.
seeing the face up makes me sian-ed 1/2.
2nd one, most problematic.
i can't really sell it away, it was a birthday gift(AND WHICH I REQUESTED FUCK ME AHHHHHH)

yet, i don't have enough money to care for him grrrrr
he is more than a year old now.. got last year may
ok last kiddo, i still have feelings for her but also i don't have the time+money
:<

maaaa, i can't even say out their names out loud right now
do you think i am a bad person? lol

and my camera, another rotting item :<
*begs here and there to shoot things*
well, i have nothing much to shoot..
i need to like revive back my hobby to sew things for kiddozzzzz
then they'll be pretty and handsome
and that i'll take their pictures

I WISH THERE WAS 48 HOURS A DAY.......................
and that we'd still be at half of the cycle before the world ends.